I’ve been neglecting this place a little bit haven’t I? I don’t really have much to say any more that’s why. I don’t even really blog over at Love Duckie any more for the same reasons. I have been reading a lot more than usual and filling my days with decent things rather than just being stuck online all day doing nothing productive. My knitting has been put on hold for a while but I plan on starting up my current project again as I would like to have it finished for my holiday. It would be a perfect item to wear in the warm weather. Money isn’t too great right now. I’m really struggling on the little amount I get every week. Both me and Meghan are in desperate need for clothes for both the holiday and just in general and I’m not able to get hardly anything. Obviously, most of the money I get goes on Meghan, not myself but I’m trying not to let things get to me. I’ve not been able to go to the gym for the past two weeks because things have been that bad. I wanted to go four times next week before my holiday but I very much doubt I’ll be able to. The money that I’d spend at the gym could buy Meghan a few dresses which is more important. I should be sorted by the time I get back though.

I have been spending a lot of time looking for a job recently so I can get out of this rut. There really isn’t anything going around at the moment. I found a fantastic photography job that I would love for a really great company but its totally out of reach for me. There are always a jobs within the sales career area, especially telesales but I really don’t think I could do it. I hate it when people phone me up trying to sell me stuff so I couldn’t sit there all day, mithering other people. I’ll find something eventually. I’m thinking of going in for some volunteering work until I find a paying job. At least it gets me out of the house and it looks good on my CV when I do actually get a job.

I always wanted a swimming pool at home. I still do. I’d have to be a millionare to have one though! And we couldn’t have one outside because it would never get used. Its way too cold over here to have an outdoor pool but a nice indoor, heated pool would be lovely. Every single house on Cribs seems to have a pool and it would definitely be a must have if I had the cash. I didn’t know you had to get so many different pool supplies though. I thought it was pretty basic to keep it up but it looks like you need a lot more than what I thought.

I keep blogging out my terrible sleeping pattern over at Love Duckie because I just don’t seem to be getting anywhere with sorting it out. I either don’t want to sleep or I go to sleep and I keep waking up all night and either way, I can’t get up in the morning. I missed the gym today because I didn’t manage to get myself out of bed until 8.20AM and I need to get the bus at 9.20AM so there was no chance. I had a new plan set out for me last week and the fitness instructor even managed to fit in a session on the ellipticals and I’ve been really enjoying the new fitness regime even though I’ve only done it once. I’d go later on this afternoon but I just don’t have the time. At least I can get some stuff in town that I have been meaning to do for weeks. I really need to get my sleeping sorted out though. Its really depressing me.